To be honest, I’ve been on a hiatus for a couple of years now. I’ve stopped training, stopped studying and stopped actually doing magick. I just didn’t have the heart to go through it. I felt like I needed more to be in the physical realm than going on and about at other realms. Also, I felt dissatisfied with the results that I’ve been receiving, it should’ve been more proportionate with the countless hours I’ve put in practice and training.
So I stopped doing magick and just went along with life.
But now I am back, I don’t know why; magick is such a fickle mistress. I suddenly got the itch, the ideas, the inspiration. But with that said, I need to go back to training as I am out of shape, in a magickal sense.
I have to go back to my tomes of magick I’ve held dearly to, even with all the time that passed. I need to allocate time to practice and train, I need to get my mindset back into the shape that it was, I need to start doing magick again. Apply it to the aspects of my life that I need it to be.
I’ve re-read, or still reading all of the books I considered a classic in practical sorcery. I’ve also started a daily regime again; energy work, re-establishing contact with the entities I used to work with. Need to re-adjust and re-focus my skills where I need it to flourish.
I am not starting anew, I feel like I just grew up, even for just a little.